Sunday, November 06, 2005

ugly, probably best not to read it

Inside my darkest insecurities I watch my dearest held dream turn into pain and dread and punishment. I do it to myself...that is I allow my insecurities to overtake my mind and turn goodness into evil.

I don't know if I can take my feelings out of the trash can and dust them off, but I know my heart and soul ache believing I am playing a horrible trick on myself.

Is this all about claiming what I want?

Does it matter what anyone deserves?

Are there answers to any questions?

Do we use our humanity against one another?

I feel like nothing makes sense, and maybe it shouldn't. Maybe it should just be and naming anything sense or non-sensical is the folly.

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