life, at this moment

These have been some hard days ... can't remember how far back it goes.  But you can probably trace the latest dip by the drop off in the posts.

I can report that I have been pondering words for the year.

So far, BELIEVE! is the one that has been called my attention the most -- although still toying with some variant of OPEN.  I feel like I have been in the spot hoping to OPEN and stay OPEN for so long. 

Today I decided to tape this card into my calendar that reads: What are you waiting for?

It might be my mantra.