to watch a movie
take my camera for a walk in the fall colors
feel rain drops
not be in a hurry
sit at the beach and just watch the waves roll in and out
listen to the sounds of the world
-- I want to do all of these things in an unhurried way -- with nothing else to do and nowhere else to be.
I want to sleep and not have bad dreams.
I want to feel rested in the morning with energy to go work out.
I know that I have the strength to make at least some of this happen ... I am just so tired of being strong.