dreaming

I dream of breathing ... that is taking the time to just sit and breathe and enjoy the fact that I am alive.

I started doing the real planning of the European adventure.  I hear the excitement in my mom's voice as we talk through different places she is considering visiting.  I note the irritation in my mind and voice ... I am so tired, and I am so busy that I cannot even take the moment to appreciate how much this means to her and how much she is looking forward to enjoying our trip.

I am so tired of running everywhere with no time to even enjoy the down time I give myself.