We, Made of Bone
~Mahtem Shiferraw
These days, I refuse to let you see me
the way I see myself.
I wake up in the morning not knowing
whether I will make it through the day;
reminding myself of the small, small things
I’ve forgotten to marvel in;
these trees, blood-free and bone-dry
have come to rescue me more than once,
but my saving often requires hiding
yet they stand so tall, so slim and gluttonous
refusing to contain me; even baobab trees
will split open at my command, and
carve out fleshless wombs to welcome me.
I must fall out of love of the world
without me in it, but my loves have
long gone, and left me in a foreign land
where once I was made of bone,
now water, now nothing.
Thursday, June 27, 2019
Thursday, June 20, 2019
Poetry Thursday, perhaps the best title ever
No, Kanye, it’s not LIKE we’re mentally in prison
~Erica Dawson
for my grandfather
We don’t have heirlooms. Haven’t owned things long enough. We’re
hoarding us
in our stories. Like October 26—the Oklahoma Quick
Stop gas at 90¢ and, in 158 more days,
Passion of the Christ in a wildlife
refuge with Rabbits foot and Black
Capped birds—when Edgar Whetstone shoots
himself. Like August 4, 1919. Like Ada Willis births
the boy conceived with Boy gone somewhere. Like her prayers and
circa 10
years past and Mr. Charlie saying, Edgar reads (you call that clean?)
but please, girl, coloreds don’t become
doctors. Like Edgar trashed his books.
Like served, discharged. Like funeral
director close to doctor as it got. Formaldehyde wrecked
him
like Time to get up out the South Detroit inspect dynamics burn
a house down torch the county jail. Like now, October. Like I
found,
searching the internet, one shot
of the asylum’s blurry hall
empty but for an organ’s pipes.
I saw Edgar deluding hymns rousing the two of us in Rock
of Ages followed by Philippians 1:21—to die
is gain. No way to prove the claim, you die in dream, you die for real.
Our family still hanged from trees.
Like if they ever fall, no one
will hear it someday for a while.
~Erica Dawson
for my grandfather
We don’t have heirlooms. Haven’t owned things long enough. We’re
hoarding us
in our stories. Like October 26—the Oklahoma Quick
Stop gas at 90¢ and, in 158 more days,
Passion of the Christ in a wildlife
refuge with Rabbits foot and Black
Capped birds—when Edgar Whetstone shoots
himself. Like August 4, 1919. Like Ada Willis births
the boy conceived with Boy gone somewhere. Like her prayers and
circa 10
years past and Mr. Charlie saying, Edgar reads (you call that clean?)
but please, girl, coloreds don’t become
doctors. Like Edgar trashed his books.
Like served, discharged. Like funeral
director close to doctor as it got. Formaldehyde wrecked
him
like Time to get up out the South Detroit inspect dynamics burn
a house down torch the county jail. Like now, October. Like I
found,
searching the internet, one shot
of the asylum’s blurry hall
empty but for an organ’s pipes.
I saw Edgar deluding hymns rousing the two of us in Rock
of Ages followed by Philippians 1:21—to die
is gain. No way to prove the claim, you die in dream, you die for real.
Our family still hanged from trees.
Like if they ever fall, no one
will hear it someday for a while.
Thursday, June 13, 2019
poetry thursday, back dating ...
I hope to God you will not ask
~Esther Belin
I hope to God you will not ask me to go anywhere except my own country. If we go back, we will follow whatever orders you give us. We do not want to go right or left, but straight back to our own land. —Barboncito
I hope to God you will not ask
Me or my People to send
Postcard greetings: lamented wind
Of perfect sunrisings, golden
Yes, we may share the same sun setting
But the in-between hours are hollow
The People fill the void with prayers for help
Calling upon the Holy Ones
Those petitions penetrate and loosen
The binds you tried to tighten
Around our heart, a tension
Blocking the wind, like a shell
Fluterring inside, fluttering inside
~Esther Belin
I hope to God you will not ask me to go anywhere except my own country. If we go back, we will follow whatever orders you give us. We do not want to go right or left, but straight back to our own land. —Barboncito
I hope to God you will not ask
Me or my People to send
Postcard greetings: lamented wind
Of perfect sunrisings, golden
Yes, we may share the same sun setting
But the in-between hours are hollow
The People fill the void with prayers for help
Calling upon the Holy Ones
Those petitions penetrate and loosen
The binds you tried to tighten
Around our heart, a tension
Blocking the wind, like a shell
Fluterring inside, fluttering inside
Thursday, June 06, 2019
Poetry Thursday
Another Day
~Craig Morgan Teicher
It should be difficult,
always difficult, rising
from bed each morning,
against gravity, against
dreams, which weigh
like the forgotten names
of remembered faces.
But some days it’s
easy, nothing, to rise,
to feed, to work, to
commit the small graces
that add up to love,
to family, to memory,
finally to life, or
what one would choose
to remember of it, not
those other leaden
mornings when sleep
is so far preferable
to pulling over one’s
head the wet shirt
of one’s identity again,
the self one had been
honing or fleeing
all these years,
one’s fine, blessed
self, one’s only,
which another day fills.
~Craig Morgan Teicher
It should be difficult,
always difficult, rising
from bed each morning,
against gravity, against
dreams, which weigh
like the forgotten names
of remembered faces.
But some days it’s
easy, nothing, to rise,
to feed, to work, to
commit the small graces
that add up to love,
to family, to memory,
finally to life, or
what one would choose
to remember of it, not
those other leaden
mornings when sleep
is so far preferable
to pulling over one’s
head the wet shirt
of one’s identity again,
the self one had been
honing or fleeing
all these years,
one’s fine, blessed
self, one’s only,
which another day fills.