But this is not what is going on for me right now.
A lot of what is going on is being sad, crying, grieving... sometimes to the point of paralysis, but other times just as a release.
I try to keep honoring this process, but I am getting scared about how long it will take ... particularly about how long my savings will allow me to follow the path before I need to just get a job, any job.
It means most of these pictures are scenes from the doorway of my aparment.
This one is detail on the rain we got a couple of weeks ago... this is the little lemon tree my friend bought me!
[Non sequitur, I want to name it. I am feeling it is a "him" and the name that always pops in my head is Elroy. Not sure why, but I haven't really committed to it, yet. Your comments are welcome.]
I guess the good news is that I have been getting out more this past week ... today actually marks day 7 of exercising out of doors ... next picture scenes from my life will reflect that change.
And maybe I will even start writing regularly again ... I can't predict.